Grey of nothing
I feel nothing. I don’t want to say something. I feel a deep hole inside of me that can’t realise all russians crimes now.
I feel nothing. It means that I can’t feel sorrow or aggression, despair or hate, or pain. All unpleasant emotions are in one large continuum, that fall down in some unknown vacuum. I also don’t feel jealous and any news has reaction like 😶😐.
My mental health decided to block all. It’s weird. And I don’t know if I don’t like it. Because I know that the war hasn’t finished and I will read and watch lots of tragedies in the nearest future. I feel like my psychics has own sanctions to reality.
It’s going to be a black and white series of artworks.
At least, I still can perceive pleasant feelings. Like love, kindnesses, freedom, light in heart, hope, passion to life.
The painting was made during the Druskininkai art residency, Lithuania, 2022
The painting was showcased on the solo exhibition "Passion to Live or Fear to Die", Sugihara House, Kaunas, Lithuania, 2022
Ink, feather on paper,
45*32 (A3),
2022
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